Shalom Pillars, So here I am at 2:42 AM, unable to sleep. As I sought the Lord for understanding through intercession, I began to sense the weight of a spirit of retaliation and a mocking spirit manifesting. These two began producing discouragement and depression. I began to feel as if I wanted to give up and throw in the towel, as the expression goes. I even began to feel tempted to be angry with God. Here is the word of the Lord concerning this: There are some being attacke